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So I told my mom about my failing grades since I had no choice, and no she didn’t take it well. I mean, I DID shut her out because I didn’t want to do the work. It’s all so stupid saying it now, but it’s true.
Considering that I basically treated my parents like shit again, I’m pretty damn sure that the next time I do something like this, they’ll kick me out, which I understand. It looks to them like I’m gonna go the hard route in life, the one where I’m working full time, I struggle to get by…the same route they took in life. I’ve got all the advantages they didn’t have, and yet I’m still throwing it away. Their words.
The last thing I wanted to do was leave my friends online, but here I am, putting my whole future in jeopardy for the sake of keeping friends I don’t even know in person. And I just can’t do that. I mean, fuck, it seems this life has no place for Internet friends. At least, I admire those of you who can. But I give into temptation too easily. I haven’t developed self-control. And that means I’ll go online much more quickly than I will do my homework.
I need to figure who I am and what I want to do with myself. I need to grow up. And I can’t do that here. I will always return here and sink back into my lazy habits. I mean, for the first time in my whole life, my mom called me lazy. And she’s right. I have been lazy. I’d love life to be handed to me on a silver platter like it has been these 18 years I’ve been alive. But now I have to buckle down and actually work towards something. I have to grow up.
That said, I am afraid I have to take my leave from tumblr. I really can’t keep coming back here if I want to change who I am and my work ethic. I really love you all….and I really don’t want to leave. Because I know that you guys will have to move on from me (not saying the whole community rests on me, but if you have roleplays with me then just plan on abandoning them), but I hope you all don’t forget about me. You really mean a lot. But I simply can’t be here right now in my life.
To all my Journey friends, I’ll miss roleplaying with you and doing lots of drawings. You guys have been the best roleplay community I’ve ever been in. My characters will miss you all, but they’re still gonna be around. Hope they don’t fade into memory.
To all my other friends, I’ll miss seeing your posts and talking with you. I’ll miss drawing for you all. I’m sorry I’m leaving, but I hope you’ll understand that if I don’t, there’s an even greater chance I’m going have an unnecessarily hard life, and that I need to grow up.
I’ll return later, but I don’t know when. Until then, I love you all.
Thanks for the journey thus far. c:
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